20060228

out.


this are some cute avatars/display pictures i made last night. yup. come to think of it, i lost my entry for the third time already!! frustrating la!!! last night i typed a whole chunk before i went to bed.. half way through, felicia asked me to decorate her friendster profile.. it got screwed up somehow, i dont know how or what happened to it.. just went i was about to shut down the computer then i realised, where the hell my entry went to!!? PISSED. sigh... alright alright.. i'll type it AGAIN. anyway, ytd was a rather short day.. went to meet up with xueli at compass point.. we chatted and gossiped as usual. haha, then we went shopping and i bought 2 shorts la.. some casual wear. i really need to stock up my wardrobe. heh. then sarah came to find us.. went back to chat till jetaime and jerryl came.. then the smoking begins.. they keep smoking.. and smoking.. and SMOKING... omg. then that xueli promised to quit smoking huh, still keep smoking and smoking.. you liar. :z haha.. well, practically i was DYING there.. i dont SMOKE. i'm taking all of their sencond-hand smoke. tsk tsk... so in conclusion, if i go out with them too often, i would suffocate and DIE. forget it..... walked arnd and went HOME.. had a sumptous dinner. yummy... then my elder brother came back.. i think he has forgotten WHAT IS HOME. he treats our home like some hostel, and all he does when he comes back is change some new clothes, bathe and take money.. he even borrowed some from me can.. ever since he hooked up with his FRIENDS, HE NEVER NEVER SLEEPS AT HOME..... he'd better return my money la..
SIGH..... ok......... that's for yesterday...
TODAY, nobody's home. :/ blasting my speakers... damn i feel gd...... : D
i dont know what to do right now.. so shall talk about it later!
hahaha. CYA!

20060227

nth better to do.




hahas.. just some avatars i made just nw during my spare time.. well, it all about <3 yeah, probably just expressing some, you know..
it's sunday just now.. and so..... it's a brand new day today! time flies so much. i'm starting another new week.. somehow i'm losing pace, practically all over the place right now.. i'm confused, and i dont know what to do.. something had been bothering me so much.... that i don't even seem to know how to overcome it... i just really want to know what going through our minds. sigh... i really need to know, i don't want to be left stranded all by myself.. so depressed now... i need YOU!!!! ok i know, i'm sounding like a desperate woman. anyway, the day was boring.. nothing to talk about.. oh wait.
oh yes yes! i remebered... some of the 4 int and me have finally planned our long awaited class gathering!! LIKE FINALLY!!!! this time, i really hope everyone will turn up... it's open for all fellow 4integritians of course.. ;) i wna see all of you guys, cos i missed you, you and YOU!!! arg.
anyway, my mum just arrived home.. pity her so much lars, she's having some rash outbreak and she's scratching very very badly.. poor thing.. her employees weren't really nice to her today.. she's letting it out to her buddy.. hope she's alright... sigh.
alright.. meeting xueli at 2PM today... i'll be awaiting for brunch. LOL.. i want to eat up that big cup of cup-noodles. :p just can't wait!
hehehe. yea. see you again!
i'm going to bed now.... just to find someone in my dreams again...
well, maybe nt even worth.
aww, i missed you sugar..... : (

20060225

Facts.

Some silly facts.
1. Last place u've been to: Tampinese Mall
2. You Are: Jolene, duh..
3. Yesterday: was a boring day.. :/
4. Last person who texted you: Olivia honey!
5. Last person you called: Xueli~~
6. Last name in your received calls: Oli Oli~
7. Hw old are you: 17 this year! (YAY~)
8. Wht music is playing: M2M's Dear Diary
9. Last thing you drank: Cheeky cheery(F&N)
10. Last thing you bought for yrself: Potato salad and Caramel Frap.
11. You want to: to lose weight : /
12. You really liked: Loverboy. hehe..
13. I have a crush on: LALA..
14. You really hate: when things dont seem to go my way.
15. Who is the last person you talked to online: GF SIJIN.

HAVE YOU EVER...

1. Got wasted: sort of :p
2. Ran away: yeah, kelly knows.. when i'm so shy.. heee..
3. You cried whn someone died: LIKE DUH! someone close lars....
4. Broken a bone: nahs, probably just broken a heart..
5. Cried in sch: hell yeah, a few times... tht's like months ago lei... : p

WHO'S...

1. Yr gd luck charm: Olivia :x(no worries, KELLY comes next :>)
2. The person you hate the most: MR STINKY FROM GR TRAVL COMPASS POINT.
3. Makes you laugh the most: Xueli & Jetaime!!!!!!! and Loverboy. hahas. x:
4. Makes you smile: KELLY!!!
5. Has a crush on you: Hmmmm, just ONE i know.. no i'm nt naming... : p

SO...

1. Do you get jealous easily: Not so much lars...
2. Wht have you been dng these pass few days: Hanging out... SLACKING!!
3. Wht are you thinking abt nw: random stuff.. and my loverboy..
4. Wht did you do last night: was reading my older enteries...
5. Wht did you last say to a frnd last night: sleep tight!
6. Whn did you last receive a gift: GOSH.. hmm, FEB10! my section gave me a ROXY pencilcase! hehe, sweeties!!!
7. Whn did you last drank alcoholic beverages: Quite some time in DEC05, during Cher's party..
8. Whts yr greatest bet ever made: hmm, i dont really gamble life. yeah..
9. Most romantic words: what else? hehe...
10. Would you give up yr career for love: Depends hw much i love... my job. hahas, no lars.. depends actually... : )

hahhas, i'm just bored... ripped it off kelly's blog..
hell yeah!!! im bored..
it's really hard to say goodbye.
: (

20060224

bullshit.

NOT FAIR. >(

loverboy.

Starting from here, let's make a promise
You and me, let's just be honest
We're gonna run, nothing can stop us
Even the night that falls all around us

Soon there will be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds over the mountains
We'll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield shining upon you

Nothing can stop us, not now, I love you
They're not gonna get us

We'll run away, keep everything simple
Night will come down, our guardian angel
We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us

My love for you, always forever
Just you and me, all else is nothing
Not going back, not going back there
They don't understand,
They don't understand us..
(t.A.T.u)

bored, came home from cp 1/2 an hr ago.
i'm fine.. i'm just inhaling so much of second hand smoke.
bleargs.
went to cp to deposit cash for my mum.
meet honey for a chat, then jerryl came.
awhile more taime n rah came..
went to 77th street and i head home.
bored.
i miss loverboy.
: )
die die die.
ciaos_
<3.

20060223

he made my day.

thanks honey(:
you made my day...

i'm just too lazy to update.
well then, i will do it now.
hahas, those lovely pictures?
they were meant for my lovely friends out there who went out with me on 20FEB06
yeah.
we went to pasir ris!
we went cycle, beaching and WWW-ing.
hahaha! it was a damn fun day!
somehow we returned with burnt cheeks and bodies.
yeah.. the skin is starting to PEEL now..
urgs, how gross.
emmo was working there too! uh, a longue nearby lars.
she treated us with some drinks and we sat there and had dinner.
yeahh, chatted and had a game of bridge with pokercards.
hahahas, i won every single round!
yeah.
thanks buddies, do come out again!! <3

hmm, recently i've clicked with xueli's clique.
jetaime and sarah..
we had hell lots of fun out together.. laughing at the slightest crap we do!!
i enjoyed myself so much, i laughed till i have forgetten all of my troubles.
it's really good to laugh them away yeah..
yeah.
i want to thank XUELI SO MUCH!
hahahahas.
she would always be there for me.
awwws, thanks so much.
lets go to NTUC, METRO, ANYWHERE TO HAVE A LAUGHING GOOD TIME!!
yeah!

TODAY!
TODAY!
OLIVIA OLIVIA OLIVIA!
i love you so very very very very much! xD
THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR TALKING SOME SENSE INTO ME.
i really hope to meet up with you soon.
TCC again ks xD
hahahas.
thanks so much for helping me...
hehe.
LOVERBOYS. :D

oh, did i told you that,
i resigned my F*** UP job alrdy!?
i really can't stand it there.
they treat me like pests.
i know they hate me so much lars.
anyway, i'm glad to get out of tht F*** up place (:
yeah.
FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM EVERYDAY! ;p
LOVING IT SO MUCH..
hehe..

ok lars, lazy to continue.
xD
i wna see you soon!
HUGS.

20060221

day to pasir ris.

FUN(:

20060217

dead dreams.

you would always appear in my dreams..
but i never get to see you when i needed you most in our lives.

my worse pains are words i cannot say..
you'd always been my worse pains...

happiness was right there..
until you took it away.......
you just leaved me there... out there in the cold...

ok i really dont know what you want.
..
i dont wna see you...

20060216

sorry kate.

i feel so fricken useless, yeah i caused all the pain and trouble..
just bcos of a wrong price quoted ytd evening.
nah it wasn't a wrong price quoted, it was tht i forgetten to plus the service charge and stuff.
so the customer was so fussy about it tht it frustrated my sup and colleague.
if he wants to complain go ahead, but i think that f-ing person should just leave kate and my sup ALONE.
fucker.
so what if you are a darn businessman, since 10k dont mean so much to you, like you said, wtf is wrong with topping up 100 dollars?
i dont see what's the prob with that!
im actually very sorry for the incovience caused, you can complain me for all i care you shit head.
just do yr fucked up air ticket and leave them alone.
go complain la.
wth...
i dont know what that sup is gng to say again.
dont understand why i'm that careless either..
anyway i'm leaving this cheater company for good.
sigh this is depressing.
i can feel the hatred.
yeah it's all my fault, i'm useless.
i'm better off nt talking to any customers.
some are just a pain in the ass.
ok just leave me alone.
I'M SO SORRY KATE!

20060213

fuckTERRY.

whenever afternoon comes, i'll get very pissed.
because that f**king man will come saying us again.
man what the f**k is wrong with that f**king bastard.
he wants me to scold all the f**king ugly words then he will be satisfied.
f**k.
today, he came in. the first thing he pissed us off.
we don't know what the hell is he doing la..
arrange schedule until all the staff came to work -.-
wth.
next thing he chased me, diana and tracy out of the office to have lunch.
man he just don't understand english la.
tracy waiting for a friend and yet he keep chasing us out.
then i was talking to huining, i didn't laugh or anything, for f**k he scolded me and chased me out of the office.
bloody F**K man.
ONE F**KING BASTARD!!
ok fine, im f**king out, f**ker. -_-
when i came back, he prob me abt the resign letter.
i said my mum past it to gary to pass it to laoma, he pissed me off again and say why i didnt give him..
isn't it the same?
why are you making a fuss over such a small matter?!
f**ker.
then he just pissed me off and said "aiya, sui ni bian la!"
wah totally pissed the hell out of me man.
ARG...
-_-
sigh..
meeting olivia at 7pm perhaps. sigh. : (
bored.
f**k the hell out of that bastard. wait till you really make me angry, i'm gng to scream the f**k out of you.
F**KER.
(ps: post censored.)

choosing.

rotting in progress. really ROT la.
just contributing some noise to the slience by turning on some songs in my hp.
LOL.
today FULL HOUSE!
we have tracy, diana, iris, felicia and may for morning shift, not forgetting ME.
we haven't had any customers since 10AM.
and now.. it's half past 11.
i just finish registering my 12 course..
PPLEAS LET ME GET INTO TP.
F**K, PLEASE.
sigh.
mixture of business and design courses only.
yup. : D
wonder when then we know where are we landing up in..
AHHHHHHH..
im damn paranoid.....
ok i shall update again later..
see what my Ass. Supervisor have to say abt me.
OH YES, i'm metting my dear OLIVIA.
YAYS.
ok we are going to fold flyers now.
SHUT UP BARNEY!!! F**K! -_-

reminisce.

finally... my website is like suitable for reading.
yup.
i can't sleep. i'm like wide awake.. thanks to the mocha.
SIGH.....
im left with 3 days to make decisions for JAE.
ok, actually i've gt all my courses planned out..
hmmmm, i'm deciding to go and get in Leisure and Tourism Management of TP.
i so want to get in there...
it's a new course, and i hope it wouldn't be a problem..
i want to get in THERE.
alright!!!
12 courses to choose, i'm left with the last 3.
HOW. holy shit.
hahahas.
design design design for the last.
heh..
today was a damn fun and crappy day la..
LOL.
went out with linwei and GIRLFRIEND!
hahaha..
we all went to century square to cut our hair..
lol.. crazy right?! go all the way to tampinese to cut hair..
hmm, i think my hair looks..
urh. terrible.
i cant find my straightening cream. DAMN IT LA!...
ha...
after tht we went to hg 805 for dinner.
gosh, we were like PIGS.
actually wasn't gf and me, was linwei!
he ate like WOW, chicken rice x2 bowls of rice and yu pian kway tiao lor!
omg...
big eater la..
had chicken culett.(hw to spell that? -.-)
hahahs..
basically we crapped all about 4 int and sch life.
was so fun reliving the past..
i had so much memories..... tht i bearly can forget..
smthng very special tht will nv ever leave my heart.
yup.
i missed the sch life we all used to have.. man, now i'm moving along to a new sch.
im like restarting my journey..
making new friends and stuff.
yeah.
oh. i missed 4integrity :/
and the tchers....
sigh.
yeah.
2005 was hell lots of fun.
: D
after tht we went kovan..
ahahs. saw familiar faces..
even saw my pint-sized darling!!!
so adorable ><
hahahahs. yeah.
after tht we went CP delifrance..
crap like hell la.. laugh till i so tired....
:/
hahahas.
latr got work lor.. damn f**king bored la.
faster, i want to RESIGN.
F**K!
ahas.
then i dont have to see some disgusting people.
im SICK OF THOSE SHIT IN THE OFFICE.
my boss is a totally useless man who is so F**KING STUCK UP.
GO F**K SOMEWHERE ELSE MAN.
grrr.
hahahas.
chatted with darling jane!
hahas. been ages since i seen and chat with her..
hope to meet her up someday..
i think it has been a year since we went out la..
hehe.
hope to see her soon. : )
ok i wish SIJIN MY GIRLFRIEND all the best latr.
YOU GO GIRL!
: )
i know you can do it.
yea, off to BED.....
bye....

20060212

changing template.

domo-kun!
it is so CUTE!!!.
yeah.
still undergoing construction.. please be paitent : )
yeah...
hmmm.. gng to cut my hair again! latr with lao pa...
dont know girlfriend wna go anot..
OFF DAY!!!!!
weeeeee.
hope my mum remembers to give tht stupid letter to lao ma..
then work for 1 more more week with tht stupid USELESS, i mean really FEI WU lor, man.
hahas.
today i shall miss tracy and diana!
hahahaha.
yeah..
: )
ok i really wna sleep now..
BYE!
have a nice day~
i will be reading your BLOGS ...
keep me updated! <3
LOVES....
hehe..

20060211

in a dilema.

i'm as bored as shit.
lol...
i got my results already! : )
im smiling..
hahas..
i had hmm, average points la.
but im quite satified over it :D
nvr expected to hit my target~
weeeeee..
nw just having great difficulties choosing my course...
yada yada..
gng to type my resignation letter sooon~~
but how?
bullshit.
hahahas.
work is boring.....
sigh.......
i need a break.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
HURRY...
i wna QUIT.
and dont know what to do.
ARG.
shall go blog-hopping now : D
ciaos.

20060209

OMG!

another boring day at work..
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
ha. hmmmm..
tomorrow is terror day!!
AHHHH. everybody SCREAM!!!!!
.....
results are coming out tmr!!!
AHHHHHHHHH..
hmm?
i dont know what else to say.
hahas.
just.. waiting for tmr!
omg.... : /

20060207

BYE GRTCP.

ok.. so finally i blogged.
LOL..
i abandoned the website.
oops, QUEENIE'S going to KILL ME.
ahahahas..
nvm, i'm changing the template soon.. : )
so wait awhile la..
super lazy!!
oh no.. the results are coming out on the 10th FEB!!!
HOLY SHIT!
: (
damn stressed man... the big day is coming..
my future is right on my face!!!
im SCARED!!!
good news is..
im resigning soon... REAL SOON.
im getting out of the office with the freaking BOSS OUT OF MY SIGHT!
GREAT!!!!!
hahahahahas.
im resigning SOON!!! YIPEEEEEEE...
THT VIRGIN STINKS LIKE SHIT..
muahehehehehehehehe..
sigh... gna miss some of the colleagues : D
haha..
thanks a lot guys!
hahaha..
i'll be writing the resign letter on sunday..
and leaving by the end of next week : )
FREEEEEEEEDOM...
hahahahas...
time for a long break...
yeah...
3 more days to results....
sigh... so scary...
by then i will see my dear friends again..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
hahahas..
lei : p ...
ok need to fold flyers now..
LALA.. ciaos.

20060201

chiangmai!!!

hello! i'm back from chiang mai!
brrrr. its so tiring..
:/
overall it was alright and boring.
:p
hahas..

%dayONE.
we took silkair to chiang mai around 8AM! was damn freaking early la..
then we reached there around 11AM+ den had lunch in some lousy resturant.
eek, the food sucks.
haha. x:
next we went to a temple.. prayed.. and burnt my fingers.. DAMN.
hahahas.. after tht we went down to the village to shop.
well, there wasn't much.. but it was a long day..
and finally we head back to the hotel..
it was a relief as we were dying to go to the hotel..
hehe..
the hotel was nice and cosy : )
i loved it ! hehe.
and a long bath tub to dive into.. wah.. shiok... : p
hahas, after tht we were told to go down for dinner 2 hrs later...
so we went to the near by pasar malam to shop..
then we had a break there..
we ate lots of food and i love the tom yam! super spicy and sour!!
yummmmm..!
after tht around 6PM, we met our tour guide and head up the bus to our dinner distination.
hmmm, the place was rather cool and mysterious.
we also had to take off our shoes..
hmmmm.. their fried chicken was great!
ahahas.. we had this very sweet mandrin juice also..
but guess what, we paid about 420 bahts(SDG20+) for 6 cups!
dangs-
ahahas..
then the people started dancing.. in all, i think they had about 8 dances.
omg, it was so freaking long..
we managed to get out at the 5th dance..
ahahas, so we waited outside for the whole group..
finally, we headed back to our beloved hotel!
hahas, but we decided to go to the pasar malam to walk..
their stuff were expensive and nt very interesting.
actually there wasn't much i could buy..
chiang mai..... *pffffftt...*
hahahas.. yeah.. and before going back to the hotel, we raided the 7eleven store.
lol.
yeah..
took a super long bath, watched tv, adn slept.
haha xD

%dayTWO.
DAMN! we had to up at 6.30AM in the freaking morning... YAWN...
day 2, *SIGH...* haha, had our super uber breakfast..
hahahas, buffet breakfast!!! UBER!!!
hahas. had tonnes of omelettes. sausages, freach toast, etc etc.
hahahas.
oh ya, and gauva juice.
hahahs.
so, we went up the bus and first stop was the orchid park.
ahahas, so much like spore, pretty orchids yeah..
hahahas..
my cousin bought tonnes of pendants to give away for v.day.
ahaha, i bought 1, but i forgot to take it from her.
oh well, i didnt pay for it yet, so it's ok.
hahahas..
after all the orchids, we went to the elephant camp ^^
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!
hahahahas.. they are damn intelligent!
they know how to play soccer, paint and do doggy tricks.
LMAO.
and well, they love bunches of bananas, nt just 1.
hahas, smart asses.
hahaha..
after tht, we went for lunch..
and still it sucked.
hahas..
dah dah dah...
after tht was damn boring..
they brought us to different factories like, the paperwork, leather, silk, bird's nest and honey factories.
yup.
oh i missed the diamond factory.
LOL..
ya... finally we went back to have dinner somewhere near the hotel.
dinner buffet!!!!! sucked.
hahahas.
then we went to shop at the night markaet again...
and back to the hotel to catch a nice longgggg rest.

%dayTHREE
daang dang dang.....................
5.30AM MORNING CALL.
man..............
so tired lor...
hahhas..
we are gng to chang rai today...
YAWNS...
drag oursleves out of the bed..
buffet breakfast again!! hahahas..
then off we go to chiang rai.
freak man, it was a super uber longggggggggggggg trip..
about 3hrs trip.
i almost screamed on the bus cos it was toooo cold.
hahahas.
after 1hr of the trip, we arrived at this hotspring..
we look look see... then we went to boiled eggs there.
LOL..
my cousin said the egg was much nicer..
-.-
hahahahas..
then head back to the bus for another 2 hrs journey..
super long lor....
the we had lunch first.. then we went down to the habour to take a boat to LAOS.
ahahas..
quite a lot of things to see..
but nth interest me still....
i feel damn BAD la.. i didnt buy anything back for my friends.
sigh.. cos really nth to buy lor..
my bro also didnt buy much..
he at least bought to shawls for his friends..
hahahas.. so we took the boat back to chiang rai and to this temple again..
after all tht praying..... went up the bus to visit the long neck women.
eeek.
hahas
they look damn scary sia...
hahahas..
those coil of wire on their neck is about 4 kg heavy!!
mad.
man, they loooked weird!
hahahas..
after looking at how weird this ppl are, we went for another hour journey for dinner.
food still sucks.
pui.
hahas. and a super duper 2 hr long journey back to the hotel..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... all the way back..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

%dayFOUR
DAY FOUR!
FnE day!!
but.............. HAIX.... we are going to visit the monks.. : /
ahahahs..
woke up about 7AM.
we had breakfast and went shopping around the market...
we went there by their "tuk tulk"(street taxi)..
was damn hilarious..
max is 3 in a taxi, we had 6 people squeezing in!!
hahas, the ppl on the street was laughing madly!!
hahas..
yup..
shopped around.... FOOD... AND MORE FOOD...
wahahahahas... then we went back to the hotel..
wahah we went to the jacuzzi.. it was damn SHIOK man...
lols..
abt 1 hr latr we went to prepare and got onto some small pick-up truck...
bumpy bumpy ride..
bam!
hahas..
keep stopping over..
then when to see the first monk..
he gave me a pendant..
yeah.. and back to the truck to the next destination..
next place was an ulu place with a golden/yellow building structure..
we prayed there and went into the forest..
they were bulding a home for the monk..
then next we went round and round the ulu dirt track..
lol..
finally we stopped over for dinner.
FINALLY.. and finally something decent to eat.
LOL.
pineapple rice!!
yum..
we went to the near by minimart for some tidbits..
my bro and i bought bubble gum back..
haha..
banana flavoured pocky, tom yam stick biscuits and thai salad flavoured sticks.
hehe..
then we went to our next temple.. we sat at the back of the pick-up.
OMG!!! IT WAS FREAKING COLD!!!!
wind blowing madly..
somemore it was night time..
the trip was about an hour+
hell man... 1 jacket is nt enough to cover lor..
it was so cold lor..
but looking up at the night stars, we could see like hundreds of stars..
they were so beautiful!!!!
awesome! i can never see such a sight in spore.
maybe 1 or 2 twinkling stars?
lol.. :p
then we reached the forest, visited the monk there..
so cold so cold!!!
hahas..
i was like hugging my cousin man.. hahas..
hahas.. then when we went back we all squeezed infront.. but was too squeezy, so my bro and cousin sat at the back..
hahas, my uncle's friend borrowed some blanket from his mom who is living in the forest..
wth -.-
hahahas.. ya..
poor boys..
lol..
so we sat through an hour plus journey.. sleeping on the bumpy ride back..
my butt was numb, my leg was numb and im aching all over.....
after tht we walked for the last, had our dinner and bombed back the bed..
LOL....
COLD COLD COLD.....
strawberry juice was nice!!! ^^
hahahas..

%dayFIVE
woke up at about 7AM..
the same ol' breakfast..
packed up and went to the airport!!!
waited and waited...
hahas... finally HOME SWEET HOME!!!

yeah.. tht's my holiday!!! (;
i'll upload the pics when i get home.. im WORKING...
dah dah dah...
hahahs..
CIAOS!!!!